the demonweb; my father moved through dooms of love

my father moved through dooms of love

by E. E. Cummings

              34

|v|y /=4~|~h[-/^ |\/|0ved +#rough [>()omS of l()ve
t|-|/~()ugH sam[-5 of a|\/| thRough h4v3$ Of G!ve,
$1ngI/vg 3ach Mo/^niNg 0u~|~ 0/= [-acH /vI9ht
|v|v/ f4+H3R |\/|0VEd ~|~Hr()u9# [>3/>~|~#s of HeIG#T

TH!s |\/|o+!onlEs$ fOrgEtFul |/\|hE/~E
T(_)/~/v3D @t hi$ g/_4nc[- to shI/v1/vG |-|3/~e;
~|~#at !F(SO timId a1/^ iS phIr|v|)
u/vd[-r h!5 3YEs |/\|()U|_|) $+!r aN|) squirm

nEw|_`/ aS f/^O|v| |_|/v|3urI3|) WHi(H
phLoA+s t#E phi/^$t wHo,hiS 4/OriL +()UC|-|
c|/~ove 5/_33Ping Se|_VEs t0 sw4rM ~|~h[-Ir phAte$
|/\|ok[- [>/~3a|\/|[-rS t0 ~|~|-|31/^ gH()sTLy /~ootS

A/v[> ShOuld SoMe |/\|h`/ c()m/>/_[-t3|_v/ \\/e[-/O
my fa~|~h3R's /=i|\|G3/^s |3/^ou9|-|~|~ Her sleep:
va1nLY No $|v|@lL3st VO![e m!Ght cry
phor |-|E (OULd F[-3l +|-|e M()|_|NT4IN5 gR0w.

l1fTi/vG +he \/@|_Le`/$ O/= th3 53a
|v|Y /=at|-|3R Movec| t|-|rougH GriEph5 ()F joy;
pR@!$ing 4 fO/^3h3A|) cal|_3[> ~|~H3 mo()|\|
5Ing1/vG dES1/~e 1NTo begi|\|

joY Was hIS $on9 @nd jOy s() pure
a |-|34rt ()f s~|~a/~ |3y h1m c()u/_d 5+3e/~
a/v[> pur[- so now a|\|d |\|o|/\| S() `/35
+h3 \\/R1$t5 ()ph t\\/I|_ight |/\|o|_|/_|) R3j()1c[-

k[-EN @$ |\/|ic|s|_|m|\/|[-/^'S |<EEn BEYo|\||)
conc[-!vI|\|g |\/|1/vD of sun \\/Ill $~|~@Nc|,
S0 5tr1[TLY(ovE/~ |_|~|~M()st Hi|\/|
S() h|_|g[-/_v/) 5~|~0od Mv/ phATH[-r's DreaM

|-|!s fL[-s|-| wA$ fl35H h1$ bLo()|) |/\|@S bLOoD:
|\|O h(_)N9/~y m@/v but wiS|-|3d H1|v| food;
N0 c/^I/Op/_E \\/ou|_dn't [re3p o/v3 MI|_3
U/Oh!/_L t0 0n|_Y sEE hiM 5m1/_E.

5cOr/vi/vg +he />OM/> o/= |\/|U$+ 4nD s|-|@|_l
mY ph4th3/~ mOv3c| thr()(_)gH d0oms 0f f33|_;
|-|!s @|\|ge/^ \\/@S As /^1ghT As rA!n
His />!TY |/\|as 4s gRe[-N A5 GRai|\|

se/>te|\/||3E/~1ng arms 0f `/E4/^ 3xtEnD
yEs #uM|3ly w34|_t|-| +0 Fo[- A/vD F/~i3Nc|
+|-|a|\| |-|e +() FoO|_15h A|\|d T0 w!se
0/=ph[-/^e[> 1|\/||\/|eA$U/~Ab|_e 1$

pR()(_)dlv/ a|\|c|(Bv/ O(+08eR1nG fLa|v|3
b3(Ko|\|3D)4s 3aRt# |/\|iLL do\\/nWa/~D Cl!|\/|b,
s0 nA|<3d f()r !|\/|morT4|_ woRk
|-|Is S|-|ou|_d3r$ |v|4/~(hed 4G41/vSt THE da/~|<

|-|1S sorr0w w4s aS T/^ue as brE4d:
No l!A/~ l0ok3c| him IN Th3 h[-@d;
Iph evE/~Y phRiE/vc| |33(a|\/|e h15 fo3
|-|e'c| |_a(_)g|-| @Nc| |3ui|_D 4 WorLc| wit# s/v()w.

|v|y FaTHer mOv3D +h/^oug# T#3`/S O/= w3,
$inG1/v9 ea[h N3|/\| le@F 0UT 0f E@C# ~|~ree
(@|\||) eV3/~`/ [#ilc| \\/@s $|_|re t|-|AT sP/^ing
c|4N[3[> w#[-/v sHe HearD |\/|`/ pha~|~he/^ $IN9)

~|~|-|3n |_et |\/|3n kill w#ic# CaN/vo+ S#a/^[-,
/_3+ |3L0()[> a/vD f|_3sh bE m|_||) 4N[> |\/|ire,
sc#3m1/v9 imA9!n[-,pasSiO/v |/\|Ill3d,
F/^3ec|OM a [>/~ug ~|~#AT'$ |3o(_)gHt @nD solD

gIviNg tO STeal @|\|d (r|_|3/_ K1/v[>,
A #[-A/~t +() FE4/~,to do|_|bT 4 m!/v[>,
tO D1phphER a [>is[-4S3 Of 5A|\/|e,
cOnfOrm +|-|e PinnaclE 0f a|v|

ThOU9H dull w[-r3 alL wE T45+3 As 8RIGht,
bit~|~3/^ 4ll Ut+e/~|_y T#1/vgS s\\/ee+,
m4ggO~|~Y |\/|i/vU5 an|) [>umB c|[-ath
a|_L we INhE/^1~|~,@Ll BeqUe4+#

AnD /vOth!Ng Q|_|IT3 so leAsT a$ Tr(_)t|-|
--I say +h0(_)9H hatE w[-Re why m3N |3ReAtH[---
|33CAus3 |v|y f@~|~her li\/3[> |-|I$ SoUL
|_Ov3 !s +h[- WhoLe 4n|) |\/|ore t|-|@n Al|_