the demonweb; my father moved through dooms of love

my father moved through dooms of love

by E. E. Cummings

              34

|v|Y fa~|~HEr |\/|o\/3d tHr()ugH Do()M$ 0F |_OvE
+Hr0Ugh S4|\/|es Of A|v| T|-|R0(_)9h #Ave5 ()f gi\/3,
SingI|\|g [-4(|-| m0rNI/v9 o(_)t 0ph 3aC|-| n!9h+
My /=A~|~|-|Er m0vE|) +Hr()ug|-| c|epT|-|S of #eIgH+

thi5 mo~|~i0/v/_e5s /=0/~gE+fuL WhEr[-
tuR|\|[-D at Hi$ glA/vc3 t() shi/v!NG Her[-;
tHaT 1f(S0 timIc| a1/^ 1$ phI/~M)
uN|)er Hi$ 3v/eS |/\|oul[> $+iR a/v[> 5q|_|Ir|\/|

NewLv/ 4S froM UNburiE|) |/\||-|Ic#
/=l0@ts ~|~h[- FiR$~|~ who,|-|i$ 4/>/~1|_ +oU[h
d/~Ove $L[-e/>ing $3LveS T() 5\\/A/^m t|-|E1r fat[-5
W0K[- |)rea|\/|3Rs ~|~0 Their 9H0stly r0ot5

@Nc| $h()Ul[> soMe whv/ c()|\/|pl3TeL`/ wee/O
m`/ /=aTHEr's F1|\|g3rS |3/^OUghT h[-r 5/_E3P:
\/ai/vly No SM4|_L3St VOi[3 MiG#T (ry
ph()r he cOu|_[> f3[-|_ ThE mo|_|Nt@InS gro\\/.

|_!ph~|~I/vG ~|~He \/al|_Ey5 ()ph +H[- s[-4
Mv/ /=at#ER m0Ved t|-|/^0UgH gr!e/=5 oF jov/;
pr4is1Ng A f()rEHE@[> c@LL3[> t#e m0()|\|
Sin9ing des1r3 IN+o b3g!n

j()y wAs #is 5ong @nc| J()v/ so /O|_|/^e
a |-|3aRt O/= $tAR by #im Co(_)L[> $t[-3r
a|\|[> PuRE s0 /vOW A/vD Now s() y3$
t#3 \\//^i5~|~5 0f TWi/_ig|-|~|~ woul[> reJ()i(3

K3[-n AS M1D$um|\/|3R'5 keEn beY0/v[>
co|\|cEiv!NG M1nD oF S|_|/v W1Ll sT4/vd,
So St/~iCtl`/(()v[-R u~|~moSt H1m
5o h(_)GEL`/) S~|~()0D |\/|y /=aTher'$ dre@m

h1s ph|_[-$|-| |/\|aS Fl3SH h!s bl0Od W@S 8/_o0d:
n() huN9rY |v|@|\| but |/\|1SheD H1|v| fo0D;
no C/~!/>pl3 |/\|o(_)|_D/v't cRE3P ()|\|3 |v|!le
|_|/>h1l|_ To oN|_y $E3 hiM Sm1l3.

5cOr/v1n9 T|-|e P0|v|/> ()/= |\/|U$t @|\||) s|-|a|_l
Mv/ phathe/~ MoveD +|-|R0u9# D()oMs of f3El;
|-|is 4nge/~ W4S As /^ight As R@!/v
|-|IS pity w45 As Gr[-3/v @5 9r41|\|

sEp~|~3M8[-/~ING @RmS oph v/3AR e><t3|\|d
v/e5 |-||_|mb/_y \\/eAl~|~H T() phO3 a/vD ph/~IEnD
THAN #E TO foO/_iSH 4/vc| t0 \\/i53
()FfE/^ed !|\/|M[-AS(_)/^@8|_[- !s

Pr()u|)/_y 4/vd(|3y 0ctoberi/vg phl@mE
B3CK()n3D)A$ [-a/~+h Wil|_ [>0|/\|/vWA/~c| c|_i|v|b,
5o n@|<3|) f0r !|v||v|o/^+a/_ \\/()r|<
#iS $h0UlD3/~$ Mar(Hed AgAI|\|$~|~ t|-|3 da/^k

H!s $0Rr()w \\/as As tru3 aS bREaD:
NO |_iAr l()()|<3|) h!m IN thE #3@c|;
if 3Very friEn|) beC@me hiS pho[-
|-|3'c| laug# aND |3(_)!lD @ w0/~/_d w!~|~h s/vO\\/.

|\/|Y f@ThEr M0v[-|) T|-|/^o(_)gH th3ys of w3,
sI|\|G1nG eaCH New lEa/= ()(_)T of 3a[H Tre3
(a/v[> eVery ChI/_c| \\/as 5ure +|-|at S/>/^!ng
|)4/v[[-[> wH3n 5|-|3 |-|eard MY f4~|~heR 5i/v9)

+|-|E/v let |v|eN |<ill |/\|hich (4/v/v()t S#A/~3,
l3t bLo0d @n[> /=|_[-5H BE |v|uc| and |v|1Re,
S[|-|E|\/|1/v9 iM@g!n[-,/Oas5i()n w!LlED,
/=R3[-Do|\/| a |)r|_|g +|-|a~|~'s BoUG|-|+ 4nd 50l[>

g1\/in9 to $T3@l @n[> cR|_|El kI|\|d,
a |-|3@r~|~ +0 /=[-a/~,+O |)0ubT @ mi|\|D,
t() c|i/=f3/~ a |)i$e@5[- ()F Sa|v|E,
c0|\|f()rm ThE piNn@cl3 o/= am

tHo(_)gH c|(_)ll W3Re A|_l we TAs~|~3 A5 b/^!g|-|t,
BiTtEr @/_/_ ut~|~e/^L`/ T|-|!ngs s|/\|e3~|~,
m@G9()+y |\/|in|_|s 4nd c|U|v|b D34t|-|
4|_l wE in|-|3riT,a|_L BequE4+#

a|\|d nOthing qui+3 5o Leas~|~ a$ TR(_)t#
--i sA`/ t|-|ougH H4te |/\|3re \\/hy |v|3n bR3a+|-|3--
B[-(au53 |v|v/ /=ather liV3[> #i5 $O(_)|_
lOv3 is TH[- \\/h0/_[- 4nd moR3 +|-|A|\| @Ll