the demonweb; my father moved through dooms of love

my father moved through dooms of love

by E. E. Cummings

              34

|\/|Y ph4+he/~ |v|OV[-d thr0uGH D()()|v|s Oph l0VE
+h/~OUGH s4me5 of A|v| T|-|/^0ugh hAV[-$ of g1V[-,
5!/vG1Ng 3aC|-| |\/|OrnI/vg Out 0ph 34[h /vIgh~|~
|\/|y fath3/~ m0V3[> t#RoUGh DePtH$ ()F h[-I9h~|~

~|~h15 |v|otiOn/_[-$$ FoRge~|~f(_)l |/\|#Er3
tU/~/v[-d at hi5 9lAn([- +o sHInI/vg hE/~3;
~|~h@T !/=(s() ti|\/|I|) Ai/^ i5 fi/^m)
|_||\||)Er h!$ ev/3S |/\|Oul|) stIR @/vd 5q(_)ir|\/|

|\|E|/\||_v/ aS ph/^0|v| un|3u/^Ie[> w|-|I[h
fL0Ats Th3 F1/~s+ |/\|ho,#i$ A/OR1l ~|~0u(h
d/^o\/e 5l3[-Pi|\|g Se/_ve5 ~|~O s\\/@/~m thE!/^ f4te5
wO|<e D/~EAMe/~s t() ~|~#Eir 9|-|()s~|~ly r()O~|~s

a|\|D ShO(_)|_c| $ome W#y c0|\/|/>l[-t3/_y w[-ep
mv/ Fa~|~#er'5 phinger$ 8/^()ug|-|t h[-r sle3/>:
\/a1|\|L`/ |\|0 s|v|@L|_[-st vOIc[- |v|1G#T cRy
for #e (oUlD Fe3|_ +#e M0U/vtaI|\|S g/~oW.

l1FTiNg ~|~#e \/@Llev/S ()F Th3 $Ea
mv/ /=4ThEr |\/|oVED +|-|/~Oug|-| 9/~i3F5 OF joY;
p/~AI$IN9 A FoReh3A|) ca|_l[-c| the |v|o0/v
5I/vgIn9 des!/~3 1|\|t() bEgin

_/ov/ was #!S 50|\|G a/v|) jOY sO />ur3
a |-|ea/~~|~ o/= S+aR By #i|v| (oUl[> s+eE/^
@n[> p(_)/~E 5o now An|) N0W s() `/35
~|~he \\//~iS+S oph T\\/iligH~|~ |/\|OuL[> rE_/O!CE

kEen a5 m1dsUM|v|[-r'5 k3en B3yo/vd
ConC[-1\/iN9 mi|\|d of 5un wiL|_ $+@n[>,
$o st/~1c+ly(o\/E/^ Ut|v|0$~|~ H1m
$o #ug3ly) s~|~oo[> |\/|Y /=@tHer's c|/~3@m

Hi$ FL3s|-| W@s /=Les|-| #iS |3L()od |/\|a$ |3loOD:
n0 h|_|NgRy mAN but \\/i$#ed HiM fOOc|;
n() [/^ip/O|_[- WOuL|)|\|'t C/^Ee/O 0n[- M1l3
(_)PhilL tO on|_y s33 H!m s|\/|!l3.

sC()r/v!ng t#E POmp of mUs~|~ @|\|D 5|-|a|_|_
my pha+H3R |\/|oVEc| ~|~|-|R()|_|g# [>()0m$ ()ph f33l;
hI$ 4nge/^ wa5 4s R!g#+ A$ /^a!N
his />iTy W4$ @s GReE|\| As GraIn

s3pTe|v|8[-r!|\|9 arm$ 0ph v/E4r 3X~|~End
v/[-$ |-|(_)mblY |/\|ea|_Th tO ph()3 AnD /=r![-|\||)
t#aN he to f0o/_i$|-| 4nd to |/\|iS[-
Off3/~3[> Im|\/|3AsUrabl3 !5

/Or0Uc|L`/ @ND(8y ()c~|~Oberi/vg flA|\/|e
8eCkO/v3|))aS ear+|-| w1L/_ d()|/\|nwA/~c| [/_i|\/|b,
So /vA|<Ed /=o/~ 1mm()rTal \\/0RK
H15 SH0|_||_d3rS M@/^ch[-D @Gai|\|S+ tH3 |)ar|<

hiS $orR()W \\/a5 4s +/^uE 4s |3/~3Ac|:
|\|o l!a/~ |_Oo|<e[> |-|Im i|\| +|-|3 h[-A[>;
!f [-v3rv/ fR1end Be[am3 #!s phO3
H3'[> La|_|Gh anD |3(_)i|_d a Wor/_|) |/\|I~|~# sNo|/\|.

MY f@tHer m0\/e|) t|-|rOU9|-| ~|~HE`/s o/= We,
sIng!ng Ea[# |\|3W l[-@F ()Ut oph ea(H ~|~ree
(a|\|c| 3v3Ry (H1ld \\/@S S(_)Re thA+ sP/^1|\|G
D@|\|CE[> \\/H3|\| she h3ar[> |\/|y fA+He/~ sin9)

t|-|3n |_[-~|~ M3/v kIl|_ |/\|#![h canNo~|~ sh@r[-,
l[-~|~ B/_()oc| 4nc| F/_e$# b3 m|_||) And |v|I/^3,
5(h3m1|\|G i|\/|aGI/vE,/O@Ss1()n |/\|i/_|_E[>,
phree[>oM A d/~(_)g t|-|aT's b()ug#+ aNc| sOLD

GIV!|\|g to 5+[-@L a/vD (Ru[-l KI/v|),
@ #3art to f3ar,+o D()Ubt a M1|\|d,
+o DI/=/=[-r a dis34$E oph $4|\/|e,
co|\|f0/^M the pin|\|@cl[- Of aM

t|-|oUgH |)uLL \\/[-/^E 4|_l WE ~|~4s~|~3 aS briGh~|~,
b!+T3/~ A|_|_ u+t[-/^l`/ t|-|iNG5 sWeet,
mAggoTY |v|Inus @|\|d c|u|v|b |)eAT|-|
4l|_ W3 iNhE/^!t,4ll 8equeATH

@n[> N()+#1nG qUI+e $o |_[-as~|~ a$ T/~utH
--! 5a`/ thOU9h hAt[- |/\|3R3 \\/hY m[-|\| 8/~34the--
83C@U$e mY FAth3/~ /_1\/e[> His so(_)l
/_()Ve is t|-|e |/\|#0/_E @N[> M()/^3 th@|\| A|_l