the demonweb; my father moved through dooms of love

my father moved through dooms of love

by E. E. Cummings

              34

mY F@t|-|e/^ |\/|O\/E|) thR()|_|G# D00Ms o/= L()\/[-
~|~|-|R()(_)9H SAm3s OF aM tH/~0uGh |-|AV[-s oF g!\/3,
SiNGi/v9 [-@[# |\/|o/^NiNg ou+ of ea[h nI9|-|t
|\/|v/ FaTher |v|0v3|) THr0|_|G|-| d3p+h5 0f H319h~|~

t|-|I$ M0tio/vlesS for9E+fu|_ whe/^[-
~|~u/^nE[> a+ |-|i5 g|_ancE +() s|-|!N!/vg |-|eR3;
t|-|at !f(5o T1m![> Air i$ Firm)
|_|nc|3r his Eye5 wouL|) sTiR 4/v[> SqU!/~m

n[-|/\|ly a$ ph/^oM un|3U/~1Ec| whIc#
/=l()a+s the fIR$t \\/hO,#!S 4pril tOU(h
D/^ove s|_E3Pi/v9 seLVEs ~|~O 5|/\|AR|\/| TH[-i/^ FatE$
W()ke |)r3ame/~5 t0 +he!R ghO5t|_v/ /^()()Ts

an[> sH0U|_|) som[- wHy [()m/Ol[-+3lY we[-p
M`/ fa+HER'5 f!|\|9erS br()UG#~|~ |-|e/~ $|_eeP:
\/ai|\|ly n0 5|v|aLl3S~|~ \/0i[3 MIGht (ry
/=0r H3 CoULc| /=e3L ~|~h3 |v|0|_|nt@i|\|$ 9roW.

l1/=+INg ~|~#E \/A|_l3y$ 0f th3 sea
|v|y faTher m()vEd Th/~O|_|gH Gri[-fs of _/Ov/;
P/~4i$i/vg a f()R3He4d [ALl3[> T#3 |\/|OON
SiNgIn9 |)es1re i|\|+0 bEg1|\|

jO`/ \\/A$ hIs $0nG a|\|c| j()v/ 5() /O|_|RE
4 he4/~t of sta/^ |3y HIm COUl|) sT[-er
aN|) P|_|re so N0w An|) /v()\\/ S0 `/e$
+h3 \\//~ist5 ()ph tw!l!gh+ w()|_|ld /^ejo!c[-

|<[-En AS Mid$um|\/|3/^'s k[-E/v b3`/()/vd
con[e1vIng |\/|1ND oF $un |/\|1lL StA/vc|,
5o St/^1(~|~|_y(()ve/~ u+|v|o$T #im
So #uGELY) sToo|) |v|Y f@ther'5 c|R3@|\/|

Hi$ F|_3s# |/\|as FlEsH h!5 bl()od waS blO()d:
No H(_)nGrY |v|@n 8U~|~ |/\|Is|-|Ed h1|\/| fO()[>;
n() crI/Op|_e \\/0|_|LDn't [rE3/O o/ve mi/_e
UpHil/_ To 0N|_y S[-e him s|v|iL3.

sCor/v!|\|G t#3 pOM/> o/= |v|U$~|~ And S|-|4/_|_
|v|y ph@~|~|-|er |v|0Ve|) t#RouG# DoOm5 of /=33/_;
h1S @/v93R w@$ as r1ghT A5 rAin
his pI~|~`/ wa$ 4s gr3[-n 4S grAi/v

5[-p~|~em8[-ri|\|G arm$ Of `/34r 3X+3|\|d
y35 h|_|mB/_`/ wE@|_tH T0 /=Oe ANc| f/^i3|\|c|
Tha/v |-|[- t0 fo0lIsh And +() \\/Ise
ophF3r3|) !|\/|M3@sur4|3/_[- I5

/>r0uDl`/ A|\||)(b`/ 0CTob3R1/vg fLam[-
8E[koNe[>)a$ e@/^tH wil|_ |)0w|\|wArc| Cl1|v||3,
5O na|<3[> FOr !|\/||\/|O/~T@l |/\|()/~k
HiS s|-|()uLD[-R5 Ma/~[HeD 49AiNsT ~|~hE c|aRk

|-|Is s()/~/~o\\/ wa5 A$ ~|~rUe As bre4[>:
/vO |_Ia/~ /_ookE|) h1m in TH3 h[-@d;
1f evErv/ Fr!3/vc| BEc@me his f03
He'd lA(_)gH and bui|_|) a wo/~/_|) WitH sn()w.

|\/|y FAth3/^ |\/|o\/3d +HR()|_|9|-| t#Ev/s oF WE,
SiNging eACH |\|3w l3af Ou+ ()/= E4cH treE
(anc| 3vEry [hIl[> W@S 5(_)r3 T#at spri|\|g
daNCeD \\/|-|E|\| 5he HEar|) |v|y faT#ER 5!ng)

+hen /_3~|~ |v|en |<i/_/_ \\/h1[h (a/vnO~|~ SHa/^3,
/_3T |3l0o|) @/v|) Fl3$# 8[- muD @nd mI/^e,
5cH3mIng !mAgINE,/OA55!0n |/\|ill[-D,
phrEED0m A c|/^ug thAt'$ bouG#~|~ aNc| $0|_[>

gi\/!Ng To steal a|\||) cru3/_ |<!nD,
a h3ARt to fE@r,+o c|0uBt @ mI/vD,
To D!phFEr @ c|isease of $@|v|[-,
(()|\|FoRM T|-|[- pInn@c/_e of am

~|~#ou9h |)ul|_ wERe aLl W3 +A$te @$ |3/~1g#T,
b!t~|~eR AL/_ UtteR|_y t#1/vgs Swee+,
|\/|aggO+`/ |\/|1|\|us aNc| [>|_||v|8 d3A~|~|-|
@ll WE I/v#3Rit,A/_l beQUe4+|-|

Anc| nothiNg qu1~|~[- s0 /_ea$t As t/~UT#
--1 sAY t|-|()|_|9# Ha~|~3 \\/3/^e |/\|#v/ |v|[-|\| 8re@tH3--
B3ca(_)$3 |\/|y f4~|~hEr l!v3[> HIS soUl
/_ov3 !$ THe \\/ho/_[- A/vc| mor3 Th4n @ll