the demonweb; my father moved through dooms of love

my father moved through dooms of love

by E. E. Cummings

              34

my pha~|~h3r |v|ov3D T|-|RoUGh |)o()|\/|s oph lOve
~|~Hr0|_|G|-| S4|\/|es of 4m +|-|rougH H4V[-s oph g!ve,
siNGi/vg [-A[h M0RninG oU+ ()F eAch n!gHt
M`/ F@~|~he/~ mo\/ec| ~|~|-|/~o(_)g|-| d[-pt#$ oph #e1Ght

~|~#15 |v|0t!o|\|l3Ss for9e~|~/=(_)|_ wHE/^3
~|~Ur|\|3c| A~|~ #Is g|_A/vc3 TO 5hi/vi|\|g H3/^[-;
t#@t iph(so +im1D air i$ /=1RM)
uNdEr |-|!S 3`/[-$ wo(_)|_d $ti/^ AnD sq|_|i/~m

NEwLY a5 phrO|\/| |_||\|bu/~13[> Which
f/_()4T$ Th3 f!rst w#o,|-|is @/OrI/_ TOU(h
d/^ov3 sl3[-pIng $eLVEs TO $\\/@Rm tH3Ir F@~|~Es
WO|<3 [>/~ea|\/|e/^5 T0 th3i/^ gH()S~|~Lv/ r()O+s

@/v|) sh()Ul|) s()|v|E |/\|hy C0mP/_E~|~[-ly |/\|EEP
|\/|`/ F@~|~h[-R'S f!ng[-r$ |3rougHt h3/^ 5l33P:
vai|\|lv/ /v() 5|\/|AlL[-$t \/0I[3 m!g#+ c/^v/
FO/^ #3 c0UlD f[-[-/_ +he mOu/v~|~@!/v5 gRow.

l!f+!|\|g +He valley$ ()f +|-|3 $3a
m`/ fath3r |v|0ve|) +h/^Oug# 9/^IEfS ()f Jov/;
/>/~A!5IN9 A /=()/~3h3ad cALlEd +h3 |v|()()/v
$InGIN9 c|E$irE 1n+O |33g!N

j()`/ W@$ #Is s()/vg 4Nd jOy S() />|_|/^3
a h[-ar~|~ oF Star BY h!|\/| cO(_)Lc| sT[-3R
AN[> /Ou/~3 sO /v0w an[> /vow s0 Y3s
the |/\|/^!s~|~S ()f ~|~wI/_iG|-|~|~ w()uld r[-jO1[e

k[-E|\| As |\/|iD5u|\/|m3/~'s k3E/v beYO/vD
c0Nc3I\/In9 |\/|in[> ()/= s|_|N \\/I|_L stAN[>,
$0 5+rI[t/_Y(Over utmoS+ h!m
s() hUgelY) SToO|) my /=A+h3/^'s [>rEAm

#i$ /=/_35|-| wAs flesh |-|1S 8lo()d WAs |3/_0oc|:
n0 #(_)nG/~y M4/v 8U+ W!s|-|[-d h!m fOo[>;
/v0 (/~1pple w()(_)|_dn't CR3Ep ()n[- m1L[-
u/>h!LL T() 0nlY se[- him S|v|1|_3.

S(OR|\|!/v9 Th[- po|v|p of m(_)5+ 4n|) sha|_l
my fat#3r Mov3[> +#/~ou9h d()oM$ 0f /=[-e/_;
h15 @|\|ge/~ Was a$ /~!9#~|~ @S R@1N
|-|IS />!tY wAS @s Gr[-En A5 g/^a!/v

s[-p+em8ER!nG A/^|\/|$ ()ph y3a/~ [-x+end
y3s h|_|M8|_v/ \\/e@|_T# ~|~o pho3 A/v[> phr!3N[>
T#a|\| #e to fool1$H a|\|d to WiS3
o/=ph[-r3c| !m|\/|easUrabl3 I$

pr()|_|d|_Y @n|)(by octoBer!ng f|_4|\/|[-
|3EckoNED)4$ e@rth |/\|!Ll DoW|\|W4/~|) (/_I|v|b,
50 n4k3d ph0/~ I|\/|M()/~+A|_ |/\|O/^k
his s|-|oUl[>E/~s M4rcHed A9Ai|\|St T#e c|Ark

H1s SOR/^ow |/\|a$ a5 ~|~r(_)3 a5 8r3Ad:
/vo l1ar Looked hi|v| !n t|-|3 hEAD;
iph [-VEry ph/~!e/vD 8eCAm3 h!S F()e
hE'c| LA(_)9h a/vc| bu!ld 4 WO/^L|) with 5n0\\/.

|v|Y /=4tH3r |v|ov[-d th/^o(_)gH THEv/5 oph We,
$!/vG!Ng EA[|-| new lEA/= 0Ut ()f ea[h ~|~/~[-3
(4|\||) 3VE/~`/ Chi/_c| wa5 sU/~E t|-|@t 5P/~1|\|9
d4N[E[> |/\|hEN $He hE@R|) |\/|v/ f4t#eR sI|\|G)

t#3N lET m3n K!lL \\/#ic# [a/vno+ s|-|ArE,
l3T bl0oD a|\|D /=l3sh |3[- m(_)D 4|\||) m1r3,
sche|\/|in9 ima9iNe,pA$SI()n |/\|iL/_ed,
Fre3Dom @ d/~(_)G T#aT'S B()Ugh~|~ 4n|) S()|_c|

9IV1|\|g t() S~|~eAL AnD cR|_|E|_ k1N|),
@ heAr+ ~|~0 ph3@/~,t0 c|0(_)BT a mi|\|[>,
to D!phFer a DI$3a53 oph sAme,
(O/v/=o/~m t|-|E /O1|\|/vaclE 0f A|\/|

~|~#()ugh c|u/_|_ We/^e a/_L |/\|e +a5t3 @$ |3/^I9|-|t,
b1t~|~[-/^ @/_|_ u+ter/_Y ~|~h!n9s Sweet,
|\/|a99()ty |\/|i/vu$ and c|(_)mB d34TH
@ll \\/3 iNh3/~It,@ll 8eq|_|3@~|~H

a/v[> noTh1n9 q|_|Ite s0 /_e4s~|~ as Tr(_)Th
--1 54`/ +#oug|-| |-|At[- |/\|er3 wHy M[-N |3/^3ath[---
bE[a(_)$e MY ph@~|~|-|3r LIVE[> h15 So|_|L
lov3 Is the |/\|H()/_E @n[> MO/^3 +hA|\| @/_L