the demonweb; my father moved through dooms of love

my father moved through dooms of love

by E. E. Cummings

              34

my fa~|~hER moV[-|) t#ROU9|-| |)0oms Oph |_ovE
TH/^0u9H $a|v|3$ oF @|v| +|-|/~o|_|gH #4\/35 0f Gi\/3,
51ng!N9 [-ach M()/^/v!N9 ou~|~ o/= E@C# N!9ht
My /=@~|~|-|er M()ved +#ro(_)Gh D3/O+H5 oph #E1g#T

t#iS M0T!on|_e$s for9etphUl w#E/~e
tu/^/ve|) at hiS gl@nc[- +o 5Hi/ving HE/~e;
t|-|A+ if(5() +i|\/|ID AiR !s /=!rm)
|_|NdeR his 3Ye$ \\/()ulD stir @N|) SQu1rM

nE|/\|lv/ a$ phR0m |_|NbU/^I3[> WHiC|-|
Flo4ts ~|~hE fI/^s~|~ W|-|o,|-|1$ aPr1|_ tO(_)Ch
DR()ve s|_eePI/v9 sEL\/3s t() s|/\|aRM T#3iR /=At3$
\\/oke d/^3aM3/^$ +o t#eiR GHO$Tl`/ ro0Ts

an|) Sh()u/_c| soM3 W|-|v/ C0|v|ple~|~[-/_`/ we[-/>
my pha+h3r'5 fiN9er5 |3rou9h+ hER s|_[-[-P:
\/aiNlv/ n0 s|v|a/_|_[-$T \/()![[- |v|!g#T CRY
phOr h3 C0ULD pheeL The |\/|()|_|NTaI|\|$ g/^ow.

l1F+iNG +h[- v4lLe`/$ 0f thE $e4
mv/ Fa~|~h3/^ |\/|o\/3d t|-|/~()ugH gri3phs Oph jO`/;
p/~@1SIn9 4 phoReh3AD (ALl3[> +H3 |\/|oon
si/vgInG [>3S1r3 in~|~O |3e91N

joY |/\|as HI$ $()ng Anc| Joy S() pUrE
@ h3aRt of S+@/~ |3`/ hIM CoUlD STE3r
@/v[> /OuRe so /vo\\/ a/vD |\|O\\/ s() `/3$
t#e \\/R1s+S 0/= ~|~WI/_iG|-|~|~ Wo|_|ld reJoi[e

kee|\| aS m1[>su|\/||v|3r's ke3N b[-v/Ond
[o/v[3!V!nG mI|\|c| Oph SUn |/\|il|_ sta|\|c|,
SO s~|~R1C~|~LY(o\/3r |_|tmosT him
$0 h(_)g3lv/) 5too|) |v|Y f4tHe/~'s |)/^eam

his /=/_3S|-| w@s fLes|-| HI$ B|_O()d |/\|as |3|_OOc|:
nO |-|u/vg/~Y maN |3u~|~ Wi$hed H!m /=ooc|;
n() cri/OPl3 |/\|0uldn'T c/~[-3/> ()n[- mi|_3
UpHi|_l ~|~o 0N|_v/ s3e H1m s|\/|I/_3.

5co/^|\|!NG TH3 P0m/O OF |v|uSt aNd s|-|@ll
|v|y fA~|~HER mo\/Ec| t#/~o(_)g|-| [>0oMs Of FEe|_;
HiS 4n9[-/^ was as riGhT @s ra!|\|
h!$ P1ty wAs @s 9/~eE|\| 4$ 9/^a!n

sePte|v|B3/~ing 4/^Ms Of y34/~ [-X~|~3nd
Y3$ |-|u|\/|blY weA|_th tO ph()e @|\|c| fr1E/vd
TH4n He T() foolIs# 4Nd t() wI$e
OFfEre|) !mme45urA8|_E 1S

P/~()(_)dly 4nc|(by OCt0BEring fLaM3
BeckoNEc|)a5 3ar+|-| |/\|!|_/_ d0w/vwA/^d clim8,
$o NA|<3c| F()/^ I|\/|m()Rt@l W()r|<
H1s s#0ULd3r$ |\/|A/^[h[-[> Aga1n5t tH[- |)a/^K

his $o/~rO|/\| w@$ aS ~|~/^Ue 45 br[-4c|:
N() L!@r lo()|<ed h!m 1n ~|~h3 he@d;
iph e\/3Ry /=rI3N|) b3[4me #IS f0[-
h3'[> l4Ug# @n[> Buil|) @ \\/O/^/_d \\/I+h snow.

|v|Y Fa~|~#e/^ mo\/3d +|-|/^0U9h ~|~|-|[-`/$ oph we,
s!NGiNg 3@(# n3w l3af Out ()/= E4ch t/^ee
(an[> ev[-rY Ch1/_D w4S 5urE ~|~H4t sp/~i|\|g
[>anced W|-|e/v 5He |-|eaRc| My /=aThe/^ $i|\|9)

+hEn let m[-N |<Ill whicH (aN|\|ot sh@/~3,
/_et |3lOOd AN|) ph|_Esh be |\/||_|D A|\|D Mi/~E,
s(H3|\/|inG i|\/|@g!|\|3,pA5sI()/v wil/_ec|,
/=/~eE|)om a drUG THAT's b()u9ht A/vD $()l[>

g1Vin9 +o s~|~[-aL 4nd (ru3l k1/vc|,
4 He4r+ to /=3A/~,to |)()u|3t 4 mI/vd,
~|~o dI/=fe/^ a dIs3aSE of sa|v|E,
coNForm THe pi|\|n@ClE oph 4|v|

th0UgH [>(_)L/_ \\/3/^3 A|_l WE +a5te AS B/^igh~|~,
BI+ter 4|_/_ |_|++e/^lv/ +#1|\|9s $\\/e[-t,
m4gG0TY |v|In|_|5 aNd dumb c|[-@~|~#
A/_l |/\|e !nhEr!+,a/_L |3eq(_)EA~|~h

an[> noThi|\|g quit3 50 |_E@St aS ~|~r(_)T#
--I 5@y +|-|o(_)gh ha~|~3 |/\|ere \\/hy Men bRea~|~hE--
B3[au53 my FATH[-r |_!v[-D h!5 S()u|_
L0VE i$ ThE whole 4nD |v|()rE thAn aLl